05 10 / 2013
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23 9 / 2013
Still stuck on my mind, the childhood that distressed.
Mocking, belting then crying everyday, It was really has become permanent memory on my brain.
Even in that moment, I had created my imagination friends and talked with them but I wasn’t an anti-social.
I was just like a kid that had mental illness.
And finally, I was realized and trying live normal again.
But everyday I live with my double personality which always fighting to dominate my day.
Masculine side seems like doesn’t permit me become a woman completely.
Masculine side which is hothead and courageous like man but high self-esteem and too independent.
Really bother, but I can’t lose it because it is my big protector in myself untill now.
Though in the real, I’m a female.
But I’m too afraid showing my weakness because the weaks are always bullied.
Yes, I’m…I’m a coward who don’t wanna feel unhappy childhood back happened again to my live now.